Sunday, December 13, 2009 ♥.
Current Mood : HELL!
Woots! Chated w/ durian on msn yesterday,
web-cam! I miss her damn loads uh.
Then chated on phone w/ baby on phone.
Im dying w/o them by my side!
Sist. IMISSYOUALL!
Faster come back and have our outings.
Stupid durian pass her durian virus to all of us.
ARGGHH, LOL! Durian is evil.
Shall stop here alright,
im still feeling very unwell.
Shall go out and have my lunch. :D
Bye all, ilove3J'sSist.
Woots! Chated w/ durian on msn yesterday,
web-cam! I miss her damn loads uh.
Then chated on phone w/ baby on phone.
Im dying w/o them by my side!
Sist. IMISSYOUALL!
Faster come back and have our outings.
Stupid durian pass her durian virus to all of us.
ARGGHH, LOL! Durian is evil.
Shall stop here alright,
im still feeling very unwell.
Shall go out and have my lunch. :D
Bye all, ilove3J'sSist.
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Posted @ 11:35 PM
Posted @ 11:35 PM
Saturday, December 12, 2009 ♥.
Current Mood : Confused.
I just cant fell to sleep right now,
been lying down on my bed for 1hrs plus,
but still, i cant get into sleep.
I dont really know what am i thinking again,
i am always like that and i hate it.
& still the same line.
Is it that i am still missing you or just the memories we once shared?
I just wanna get the answer from the bottom of my heart.
I just cant fell to sleep right now,
been lying down on my bed for 1hrs plus,
but still, i cant get into sleep.
I dont really know what am i thinking again,
i am always like that and i hate it.
& still the same line.
Is it that i am still missing you or just the memories we once shared?
I just wanna get the answer from the bottom of my heart.
I hate it when i cry like a baby,
I wanna get myself out of this pain,
but what should i do?
I wanna get myself out of this pain,
but what should i do?
I couldnt control my tears.
I know you are not dead but you just cant be here w me.
But i dont know why i cry when i think of you.
I hate it, i hate that feeling. D:
Compare to other relationships, ours is much more better.
I know it, i really know it.
But i hate it that our relationship have to be like this.
You gave me the sweetest memories that i've nvr get.
But i really need someone that can be w me right now,
i am afriad that i would change my heart one day,
but still, i would try my best not to. Baby, iloveyou.
I have not been recieving your letter for more than a month,
i dont even know things about you inside, i hate it.
i am having fever and cough right now, do you know anything about it?
No you dont, is this what i deserve when i choose to wait from the start?
Are you still missing me like how you use to? Nobody knows.
I've been changing day by days & you know nothing about it.
I hate this kind of life, i really hate it.
I am also afraid that one day i couldnt take it anymore,
and then i choose to avoid it. Run away from it.
Baby, what should i do? Tell me what to do.
Its really hard for me to stay strong w/o you by my side,
w/o you giving advices, w/o knowing things about you.
I know i would became a idiot if i choose to leave you right now,
cos i have been waiting for 4months plus, if i would leave you,
why would i be waiting for past few months?
You gave me the sweetest memories that i've nvr get.
But i really need someone that can be w me right now,
i am afriad that i would change my heart one day,
but still, i would try my best not to. Baby, iloveyou.
I have not been recieving your letter for more than a month,
i dont even know things about you inside, i hate it.
i am having fever and cough right now, do you know anything about it?
No you dont, is this what i deserve when i choose to wait from the start?
Are you still missing me like how you use to? Nobody knows.
I've been changing day by days & you know nothing about it.
I hate this kind of life, i really hate it.
I am also afraid that one day i couldnt take it anymore,
and then i choose to avoid it. Run away from it.
Baby, what should i do? Tell me what to do.
Its really hard for me to stay strong w/o you by my side,
w/o you giving advices, w/o knowing things about you.
I know i would became a idiot if i choose to leave you right now,
cos i have been waiting for 4months plus, if i would leave you,
why would i be waiting for past few months?
If only you were here to guide me through the correct path.
No one knows what we've been through the past few months.
Its aint easy to maintain this relationship,
when one is inside and the other one is outside.
And what if things changed when you get your homeleave/discharged?
What if you change? Your heart change? & everything starts to change?
What if i change? My heart change? love in us change?
What if the way we treated each other change?
Our relationship change?
I am so afraid that we would treat each other as stranger, when you're out.
For me, 4months plus is already a long period of time.
To be frank, we've not been together for 4month plus,
the feeling for me is already abit weird,
lets say your first homeleave,
We met and nothing much to talk about?
Or we dont behaves like how we use to?
What should we do? I guess you yourself dont even know.
Am i the one being foolish and think about all these?
Or these things also once came into your mind?
ARGGHHHH, im in pain. I HATE IT MAN! $#%#&%$%#!#$%!@
I just need someone to be here w me right now.
Whatever it is, just take this pain away from me! D:
ARRON-TJK is god damn missed!
Whatever it is, just take this pain away from me! D:
ARRON-TJK is god damn missed!
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Posted @ 11:24 AM
Posted @ 11:24 AM
♥.
Created a blogshop for The 3J's Sist. alr.
Argghh, Spent my 3hrs15mins doing it.
Nice one, i simply love it damn lots.
Shall sleep now, nights all. :D
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Posted @ 10:20 AM
Posted @ 10:20 AM
♥.
ARGGHH, Baby & Durian went their oversea trip today,
Im so bored today, went down to meet meimei.
Ate at 211 and off we go to sing until 7pm,
Basketball session afterthat, hurt my freaking hand.
God damn in pain laaa, then went 7-11 to buy newspaper,
home afterthat. Good girl today. :D
Im having fever right now, fuck you!
So long nvr sick alr luh, argghh.
I feel so unwell the whole day and i got the reason now.
Damn it, this morning while i spitting my saliva into the basin,
my saliva contain blood. LOL, dying alr.!
Anw, im enjoying vodka right now, woohoo!
IMissThe3J'sSist. :D
Im so bored today, went down to meet meimei.
Ate at 211 and off we go to sing until 7pm,
Basketball session afterthat, hurt my freaking hand.
God damn in pain laaa, then went 7-11 to buy newspaper,
home afterthat. Good girl today. :D
Im having fever right now, fuck you!
So long nvr sick alr luh, argghh.
I feel so unwell the whole day and i got the reason now.
Damn it, this morning while i spitting my saliva into the basin,
my saliva contain blood. LOL, dying alr.!
Anw, im enjoying vodka right now, woohoo!
IMissThe3J'sSist. :D
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Posted @ 6:37 AM
Posted @ 6:37 AM
Thursday, December 10, 2009 ♥.
Im feeling god damn down down and downnn!
I simply need someone beside me right now,
hugging me as tight as no one else did.
ARGGHHHHH, i cant control my tears.
Shall drown myself using my tears. LALALA
Im feeling down again, i hate this feeling.
Went out this afternoon at 4pm today,
Bus-ed to SSC, ARGGHH! then walked to baby hus.
I feel so sad to see durian sick luh.
Help out the laundary thingy then feed doggy w baby.
Then chit chat crap waited for Nicholas to come over,
Went ssc GIANT brought the hanging rack and indregient for pasta.
Headed back to baby hus and started our cooking session.
Cooked halfway, durian wakes and she helped to cook.
Enjoyed our meal afterthat. :D I simply love cooking w sist.!
ChitChatCrap @ the dinning room afterthat, Cried again.
I dont know what i am thinking again,
Is it you that i miss or just the memories we once shared?
I dont even know the answer myself, Fuck you.
Stop it, cant take it anymore. My brain gonna burst into pieces!
ARGGHHHH, shall meet baby and durian tml YAYE!
I just simply love dieee them. :D Huggies!
Alright, shall stop here alr. Go enjoy my macs now! YAYE!
i need some Slimming Courses, anyone can intro?
w/ loves,
AHJAS
I simply need someone beside me right now,
hugging me as tight as no one else did.
ARGGHHHHH, i cant control my tears.
Shall drown myself using my tears. LALALA
Im feeling down again, i hate this feeling.
Went out this afternoon at 4pm today,
Bus-ed to SSC, ARGGHH! then walked to baby hus.
I feel so sad to see durian sick luh.
Help out the laundary thingy then feed doggy w baby.
Then chit chat crap waited for Nicholas to come over,
Went ssc GIANT brought the hanging rack and indregient for pasta.
Headed back to baby hus and started our cooking session.
Cooked halfway, durian wakes and she helped to cook.
Enjoyed our meal afterthat. :D I simply love cooking w sist.!
ChitChatCrap @ the dinning room afterthat, Cried again.
I dont know what i am thinking again,
Is it you that i miss or just the memories we once shared?
I dont even know the answer myself, Fuck you.
Stop it, cant take it anymore. My brain gonna burst into pieces!
ARGGHHHH, shall meet baby and durian tml YAYE!
I just simply love dieee them. :D Huggies!
Alright, shall stop here alr. Go enjoy my macs now! YAYE!
i need some Slimming Courses, anyone can intro?
w/ loves,
AHJAS
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Posted @ 11:01 AM
Posted @ 11:01 AM
Tuesday, December 8, 2009 ♥.
Guys, thanks for being there when i need you all.
i love you all to the max yeahs!
Huggies, The 3Js' Sist.(s) ROCKS!
Thanks for cheering me up when im down,
You guys had brighten up my life.
Joanne Baby,
Jorine Durian,
Ernest Pepek,
DX PufferFish.
I dont really know what am i thinking again,
i felt so empty, there's something wrong w me.
I hate myself, i dont even know what am i doing.
I really miss those time we spent together,
perhaps i'm not missing you, but the memories we once shared.
But i just cant let you go, i cant bear to let you go.
I just need someone to be here for me right now,
Someone that knows how to hold me and cross the road safely,
Someone that will cherish me like how you use to do,
Someone that will understand my needs and wants.
I dont really know if there will be such a person like this,
but i really need someone to be right here beside me now.
Im dying, this feeling is killing me.
I cant control my tears anymore,
so i shall just let the tears goes on and on.
Hell you bitch, i feel like dying.
IHATETHISFEELING!
i felt so empty, there's something wrong w me.
I hate myself, i dont even know what am i doing.
I really miss those time we spent together,
perhaps i'm not missing you, but the memories we once shared.
But i just cant let you go, i cant bear to let you go.
I just need someone to be here for me right now,
Someone that knows how to hold me and cross the road safely,
Someone that will cherish me like how you use to do,
Someone that will understand my needs and wants.
I dont really know if there will be such a person like this,
but i really need someone to be right here beside me now.
Im dying, this feeling is killing me.
I cant control my tears anymore,
so i shall just let the tears goes on and on.
Hell you bitch, i feel like dying.
IHATETHISFEELING!
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Posted @ 10:06 AM
Posted @ 10:06 AM
Friday, December 4, 2009 ♥.
ARGGHH, didnt manage to meet Durian & baby today, SORRY!
I miss the hell out of them luh, not excluding my precious HUBBY! (:
Baby, i misses you so much. Reborned my hair yesterday,
i think baby will not be able to recognise me when he come out luh.
ARGGHHH, just reach home, daddy drive me to buy burger yaye!
Shall finish my burger and became fatfat! (:
imma so happy today!
Ernest ; The Alien Pepek is so stupid today!
First day of work for him was like kinda fuck up.
He told me that he dropped the food on floor just now,
then gotta work overtime now till 2am+.
Enjoy your work ah pepek! :D
i will be waiting for ur text.
Shall eat my burger and watch tv now, bye all!
iloveATJK/3Js' Sist./Blk31 Bro&Sist. :D
I miss the hell out of them luh, not excluding my precious HUBBY! (:
Baby, i misses you so much. Reborned my hair yesterday,
i think baby will not be able to recognise me when he come out luh.
ARGGHHH, just reach home, daddy drive me to buy burger yaye!
Shall finish my burger and became fatfat! (:
imma so happy today!
Ernest ; The Alien Pepek is so stupid today!
First day of work for him was like kinda fuck up.
He told me that he dropped the food on floor just now,
then gotta work overtime now till 2am+.
Enjoy your work ah pepek! :D
i will be waiting for ur text.
Shall eat my burger and watch tv now, bye all!
iloveATJK/3Js' Sist./Blk31 Bro&Sist. :D
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Posted @ 7:21 AM
Posted @ 7:21 AM
